sometimes i come off wrong…

saying words i shouldn’t have ever said out loud. putting out a book that can feel explicit and too much for some. exploiting people’s personal life without thinking about what the consequences could entail. more importantly, i’ve created too much chaos in my artistic vision.

the album anhedonia which came out on june 13th, was a piece of work where i worked on records with a personal friend of mine and a multi talented musician. i put this record out without permission from the artist to feel something. i wanted the songs to be heard, yet they should have never been televised. they should have been kept away. it was once again, an exploitation of someone’s own life and art work, that mainly wasn’t completely mine. this is an apology to all the fans who stuck around since 2021, waiting for another record to come out from my back catalogue. the truth is, i haven’t been able to make basically anything original since 2021. it’s been a complete collaboration of songs where i rarely participated in any kind of development besides structure and art form. music wise, this had nothing to do with me, and that’s why i am speaking up about this matter. this wasn’t my album.

to my fans of my music, i am so deeply sorry for disappointing you with this. i have found a deep love for writing poetry and novels where i can feel at my most original, and i am going to continue making those. it is my most honest art form where i don’t take anyone else’s ideas or creative work. it’s me, and nothing else.

the day will come when my music brain will get itself together again and i’ll be able to create fully original records on my own, but now is not the time. 

time will forever be my ally.

and yet again

this too shall pass,

cameron